Thoughts

Is our history ending here
After all the memories we've shared?
Do I still walk the edge of life alone
Pretending I don't care?

Are my eyes too blind to see

How I can escape this hunger?
Am I too worthless to love
And must we hold on that much longer?

All I can think of are these questions
Tumbling in my mind
Bursting out into your face
Waighting for the awnsers to find

How much more scars do I have to make?
Bleeding away the pain
Do I make my life this empty?
Keep on standing here in the rain

Little voices can't stop me from doubting
Can you make them go away?
They are telling me I'm wrong
Is anything I do ever okay?

Why can't I be honoust with myself
All I do is telling lies
I've hurted you, myself, and us
And now, everybody cries

Is there anything I'm usefull for
Except for causing pain?
Though I'm trying to teach the rules of trust
Tears won't seem to take the blame

I cannot force myself to live
Give me a reason to hold on
My tears upon your cheek
Love me before I'm gone