Worthless Lies

The only thing that will ever matter How I can escape this craving Is it better not to hurt myself? Or should I stop this enslaving? My head seems to welcome confusing thoughts I can't see clearly through my eyes But I pretend that I'm allright Because to you they're only worthless lies Why do I feel alone When I've got an angel guiding me through? How come I feel so lonely While my life is blessed with you? Am I really that unheard Or just scared to feel? Is this pain just in my head Or am I to blind to see it's real Do I keep on guessing my life Years left to spend alone Surrounded by people passing by No one who would bring me home I stepped over my own vision Living life like a one way road seemed possible before But until your words disturbed my brain I don't want to be here anymore I don't trust myself within this universe All my lies are just the same Do I really have to be here? And how come you can't see my pain?