A torn feeling

A torn feeling One day the past will come back And it hurts even more Only you won?t look at it like you did before You just start the same track Getting used to disappearing In the end those things never existed at all At that point, my thoughts are all clearing Stopped crying behind that new wall All those words didn?t count That feeling never really mattered Disappointment again I found A past that I shattered I hear those memories in my head I see those lost faces around me And then they?re gone just like that And there?s no one left but me Trust is important Honesty is not easy to find Someone that?s lovely and kind And give you the life to stand